Monday, June 28, 2010

I didn't run a half marathon!

It's been two days since I completed a great challenge. I DIDN'T run or jog a half marathon.  Instead I speed-walked for 13.1 miles.  As I'm getting older I'm finding that staying just below my threshold is likely going to help be get through the threshold sooner than if I plow myself from goal to goal. 

I've had many goals in my life. And I've reached many of them, quickly.  I have many that I have yet to reach.  It's interesting to me to find that at my mid-life point I am finding less and less interest in reaching my goals and more interest in being present now.  There was a point in my life where I was in awe of the journey, so much that it always seemed to pass so quickly I'd feel disappointment when I reached new goals. 

Life is like an onion, we peel off so many layers, of the same skin as we get older we revisit similar challenges we faced when younger.  I look forward to a time in my life where I feel the balance of the present, past and optimism for the future.

Will I experience that this week?   I'll keep my eyes open!

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